Chaku

Monday, June 19, 2006

Round and round we go..

Life has been seriously slow these times. Taking it one day at a time. I can't seem to feel my life now. It's lacking something. Something important. Not love.. i have too much to handle =D It's not money.. but this i don't have too much. Seems like my career is heading nowhere. I felt like a football being kicked around.

It's like my supervisor. Let's name him Roberto Carlos.



He knows where to kick to make sure that i go there. And he kicks hard. But me being a stubborn one, i tend to twist and turn things a little bit to my liking, and he doesn't WANNA know how the ball felt.

Then comes the big boss. He'll be Carlos Alberto Parreira.



He instructs the play, and then he just want things done. But he too doesn't care how the ball feels or he doesn't even know that ball exists!

Then there's me.



The most i can do is just follow the rythm. Roll roll and roll more.

Why am i doing all this? Gain experience? I hit the tiang, they blame the ball. I missed the goal, they blame the ball.

Well.. guess i have to roll for a little bit longer. So that in time to come.. hopefully they'll appreciate that it is me who made them enter the quarter-finals/semi-finals/finals. Then they'll appreciate me by giving me an award.



Usually it's like a token of appreciation lar.. at least mar.. to show that you care for your staff what. What also don't have. *shakes head*

But instead you gave Roberto Carlos this!



Sigh.. not fair at all.. without me entering the goal.. do you think that you're gonna advance? People tend to forget those little little things in life. Instead they focus more on money money money money money. And now Parreira is thinking to kick me to Shanghai, China for their new project. After sending me flying from Kuching, Miri, Brunei, Tanjung Manis, Kuantan, Perak, Penang, bim bom bim bom bim bom.. i'm bouncing here and there.

Just like a football.